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Thursday, August 18, 2005

aHHhhhhhh....
I cant decide wad to do 1st....
haha.... all my projs (excpt FPQA*its a proj based subj) is finally ended....
but i have mani evaluations to do...
-peer evaluation for FPQA package 2A
-Course evaluation

and i cant decide whether to do them 1st or to blog(since i have not been able to for a long time)
or to chek my emails OR YAH..... to study for tml's mini quiz...

i guess only this in our course will feel like hw i felt now.... relieved.... revived... survived
this sems is veri stressful on my physical and mental health....

rushing for proj to 1-2-3 am in the morning and rushing to sch for 9am lessons (CaT proj).....
studying non stop of quiz.....
cracking our heads on FI reports....
non stop discussion and thinking for FPQA...
looking at canteens and hawkers for their layouts to do APFS assignmt
last min sudden shopping for CaT international buffet.... rushing in the food lab whippping out dishes every wk
and going psychotic to do Psychology proj on commercials....
planning meals 6 times over and over again juz to get a balance meal tat met RDDA requiremts and 6 principles.... haiz....
Lastly.. i can nv forget the times where i have to stay in sch till 7-8 pm to do projs in the com labs...
and, skipping lec to do projs... (i plead guilty of that)

Luckily i have dar(huns,honey,dear) with me.... haha... Muacks... thanx for ur support... i couldnt have make it without u.... haha.. and hazie, koonie, may and evan... hehe... thanx

snorfed at
8:41 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

AHhhhhhh...
after 4 hours cooping up in lib.... i cant stand it longer...
another 45 mins to psycho lec...
can u believe it... me... waiting in sch for a f**king lec...
i cant afford to loose it...
have been sneezing my heads of in the lib for 4 hours...
my head is goggly... haha... i hope i dun get sick...
haha... but im realli getting weak... now...

mayb its the aircon... haiz... help me...
i have got work to do... psycho test on sat tat i haben touch...
apfs assignment tat we haben finish.... due on fri...

i still have to wait dar... along with the lec.... haha...
we r gg together...

snorfed at
5:10 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

i hate it when night falls...

its scary to see the the sun gradually changes from bright daylight to dark star sky...

its beautiful... but it scares me... like everything is being taken away by the sun...

its like a sign telling us that the day is over.. and everything is falling in place...

no more changes... wad is gain is gain.. wateva is lost.. will remain as it is...

im afraid of losing everything in life tat i fought for in life..

ok.. i din fought for it.. but i gain it for myself.. and i cherish them.. frenz.. honey.. family... everything

moreover.. it tells us that 1 day is over.. haha.. 1 day closer to deadline.. haiz..

we are like rushing stupid things.. proj.. assignments.... haiz... nth tat i wanted to do in life..

snorfed at
10:33 PM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

hmm... days by days time flies..
i dun seem to realli feel happi...
may be sch work.. may b coz i noe tat dar is moving hse sumwhere in nov...
I KNOW ITS LONG FOR NOW..!
still i cant help it.. i cant stop myself from thinking..
wad will happen to us nxt..
no more old place... no more common bus stop.. we're gg on opp direction from sch tml..
haha... yes.. u will still send me hme... but its different... its not natural.. its not the same...

still.. the *phobia* is there... it still shaken me....

snorfed at
8:15 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

i love you..
i knew.. u love me too..
u planned our 'near future'...
but.... i cant help asking.. what abt me?
u r heading towards ur ultimate goals..
but u sum wad forget abt my feelings...

But.. still.. i still love u... always..
U love me too...

snorfed at
10:55 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

work is piling up again..

my world is spinning..

ApFS..NLS..CaT..FPQA..PSYCHO..

no one can understand how tired im.. Facial expression Couldnt tell animoRe..

Im tired... Cant anione tell?

Im trying my best to juggle my work..

U muz understand yah.. I loVe yoU..

snorfed at
9:41 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I have lost my true self..
where is the laid back gal in the past..
the happi go lucky one..
the lazi bum who always does her work in the last min
the one is less worried abt no finish her work..

I have changed.. being paranoid abt deadlines...
trying and rushing to meet all deadlines asap...
Researching frantically over books and web..
feeling veri guilty if i have not contribute much to work... im sorry guys..

Stress.. makes me preoccupied wif thots..
im so blur...
and im becoming worst now...
what will i be at the end of this sem... a machine...

AniBody could donate to me a brain... I nid to change mine..? its rusty...
Our anione could have the heart to trade their for mine..? i nid a better brain
I miss dar.. so much so much..

snorfed at
11:44 PM